After the morning, I didn't know where to go other than back off and let things cool. I called to talk to the kids and let her know I was going to help her sister with some things around the house.
I get to work and open my work e-mail. Received an e-mail from her with attachments. She shared with me some things she has written recently. I am floored to say the least. She quit sharing things with me over the last year because she said she could no longer trust me. I'm reading the words she sent and they are deep. She said its about her and her relationship with God through all the things she is dealing with. Amazing writing, deep thought provoking, and resonates. I know so many people that would read this and find so much to speak to them.
Anywhoo, inside I'm jumping up and down, I would be on the outside except I'm in the office.
This has got to be a good sign right? How could it not be? I asked her recently if she had written anything new and it really pushed a hot button with her. She made it clear that she did not want to share anything with me because she can't trust me to not take it the wrong way or confront her about something that I think might be about our R.
And then today, I log on and there it is.
God is faithful. DB'ing works. Every time there is an issue, its directly related to lack of patience on my part.
So now I will compose myself long enough to respond to her e-mail, without overdoing it. I definitely don't want to scare her off.
