heywyre, You're so right, I am on the verge of begging. I won't. I just find myself walking around thinking, what the f***? Enough of that already, I have to get my PMA going.
C_L, I go next Tuesday, I will try to get in sooner. When she got here she started in on everything again as I was getting out of the shower. While in the shower I had already decided if she brought it up I was going to ask, as painful as it might be, 1) Have you talked to an attorney? 2) Have you done/filed the paperwork? 3) If not, when? do you have a timeline?
She said no to all three questions. She kept going about everything again, but I said nothing. I just listened and validated. I had already decided that if it came up, I was going to ask those questions, just so I know what is out there, ie; about to be served, etc., once she answered those questions, I would not defend myself, beg, or ask for anything else. Just let her talk. She has left again to take the kids to her parents, I'll be leaving to join them there as soon as my S14 gets home from his friends.
As long as none of those steps have been taken, I have a bit more hope, even if those steps are taken, I won't stop DB'ing as the things I'm doing are so necessary for me and my well being.
