Tyler, You're going to need to work on acceptance of the state of your M and the emotional state of your W. You're overly invested in having a certain outcome and scenario at this time.
She's communicating something to you and the world at this time. Are you able to listen in a nonjudgmental manner about this topic? If not, then don't pursue it.
I wonder what she means when she says that she's serious about this. Serious about what? I think you will get your answer eventually.
Concerned_Listener
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."