I agree with you on that. I do know whoever I will come out of this a better and stronger person for my kids and I. Not to mention my next R let it be with the W or with someone else who would appriciate me.
My H says the same thing. I know that I will do things a heck of a lot differently.
I don't want to lose him or my M. (H's standard reply - then why did you work so hard to accomplish it...7 yr - on again off again A)
I have been a selfish brat all my life. Taking from others and not giving in return. I see all of that now. And on the brink of losing everything....I want to change all of that - I have gotten my head out of my @$$ (as you often say about your W). I see that he has given me the world and I pushed it aside. What I wouldn't do to be the person deserving of that again.
Sigh: I'm sorry for highjacking your post (she said realizing that she was being selfish again....)
