Yes, we have flirted a lot. We met out one night, with the idea that we were going to talk, but we decided just to have a good time and let loose.
We ended up playing darts at a bar. It was nonstop flirting. It felt like it did when we first started dating. At one point he gave me a great big hug, and said "I missed you". He was a little drunk, and I don't think he meant to say it, but I think it was how he was really feeling at the time.
I wish he would let his guard down like that more often. He is determined not to have any feelings for me, because if he did, it would make the last year a mistake, and I don't think he is ready to admit that yet. He has said he is sorry, but he has never said he is sorry for having the A, or that he regrets it. He is just sorry I hurt from it.
He is cake eating, but he admitted to that before the intimacy started. I do think he wants to be close to me, but can't express it any other way. Some of our best conversations have happened in bed, so I do think he is letting some of his guard down when we are together. I guess as long as I don't feel guilty, or used, I will continue to allow the intimacy
