BND... You have been incredibly strong and have managed so much, yet another task heads your way, and that is allowing yourself to trust H to help you, and handling the fear that he'll leave if it all gets too out of hand. He is coming back to you, BND, to fill his shoes as a man...he wants and needs this. Let him step in, and take good care of yourself, so that you can be the admiring, respectful and lovely person he needs you to be. Your beauty and love will shine through, as it does here and elsewhere in your life.
