One step at a time.........

[cat03]

I will be honest.
I do not like this place and I am afraid.

Hey honey, just found out the SAME thing last night, I'm in a bit of a scare place, that the man I have now isn't the man I married. I have a broken man trying to find himself and not ready to deal w our R full force.

I guess it's wishful thinking that we keep going back to the old H, because that's all we have to compare, and it's just not the case now.

So now what? we sit and think "this is the man I have, take him or leave him"

So...

I do want him, I see glimpses of his old self, the sweet self I fell in love with. Just have to remember not to expect the whole enchilada anymore, it is a new person that is here w/me now, and I have to remember that.