Snodderly you don't sound too encouraging. I get the feeling like you are basically telling me to get ready for the ride of my life and that he may walk away again.
I do feel that he is somewhat sincere in his efforts and his words to me. He is still not all there, but this place is much better then before.
All I have to compare his current behavior to is the spewing of the previous few years and the Husband from before MLC.
I will be honest. I do not like this place and I am afraid.
I have had the life sucked out of me over the past few years and have spent so much time on my face before God, clinging to hope and faith.
I do not know how much more I am capable of handling and I know I am strong enough to keep going but when is enough truly enough?
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
