One step at a time.........

[brandnewday]

I spent some time talking to a friend yesterday about the incident with the other couple.

I guess it is time to cut loose from this friendship.
I feel as though they are toxic to me and I have no desire to be anyones co-dependant crutch, especially at this time in my life.

It is hard for me to make these choices.
I remember when I was having my breakdown and there was nobody around for me.
I was even too afraid to post on this BB because I didn't want to appear as insane.
I had my therapist, I had God.

In some ways my friend sucks me dry. But I feel guilty also. As I posted earlier, I know how it feels to be alone in a world of chaos and problems.

I also know she is addicted to the craziness. She doesn't want to change it. She refuses to see her actions or acknowledge the things she does to instigate the fights.

AHHHHHH enough of this nonsense.

Not much happening in my little corner of the world.

My Beloved told me yesterday that all of this stuff we had gone through was so unneccesary. I don't think he even understands what happened to him.
He was also talking about the Prodigal Son, and his return to his family.

Snodderly was right.
When we shut up and learn to listen, we learn so much .