Diabolical (sp?). I was very upset today after the conversation with the w. A friend called me and said, dude turn to your faith. I confessed that I was losing it and he told me not to. One thing that has been bothering me lately is that w. has hinted she might go out New Years and may want me to be the free baby sitter. Another example of being used. Anyway I searched and found a retreat on New Years Eve! I signed up and paid for it. Now I have plans that just so happen to coincide with a need to rediscover my faith. When she finds out and whines I can just tell her the truth. It is not a party but a religious retreat. Hard for her to be angry about that!