Journaling:

Tomorrow will be 2 weeks since I told H to no longer contact me and he has. Which is very surprising I did break the no contact rule on Christmas day. I sent him a text "Merry Christmas." H later came by and picked up D13. We had a brief convo while D13 was getting her things. I complimented him on his new jacket. H asked me if a I had a good Christmas and I replied "Why yes I did, thank you" with a huge smile on my face. I asked him about his and he said that it was alright (he sounded depressed and looked it). I did feel sorry for H because he was not around his family (parents and granparents).

I'm keeping myself busy and my mind off of H. Making plans to spend time with D13 and D17 at the movies this weekend, I will be going to a New Year's eve party and the next day watching a bowl game.

Hope everyone has a happy and safe New Year!!


M:43
H:37
D14 (ours) D18 (mine) S22 (mine) S18 (his)
S: 10/2004
Bomb: 2/15/05
In/out of home
Living with OW #4
Talks of D for 2-1/2 years