Quote: I just sometimes like to pretend like I think your H is sexy as a random act of kindness. Merry Christmas IHJ's H !!!
I have to say that recently I have been quite attracted to H ( without resorting to fantasy, and not because of his buff bod). I am proud of him for the work he's doing in therapy; rather than covering up the anxieties and insecurities with that defensive bravado, he is willing to take a peek within. He's more connected...less avoidant. And less angry/irritable. Shades of his old self are coming back to me, before the defensive storm hit. A major plus---he is working on this marriage...I can feel it.
Lil, I know you would get this... I feel my core/essence has gotten to him; he gets me; he's not running away.
Now, he is certainly not Mr. Analytic, but he's made a small shift, and I have noticed. He helps to balance us out by keeping me unstuck and making everyday life run fluidly.
It's my 20th anniversay this week ( need to start my own thread on this) so I am getting sentimental. We were supposed to go away but this darn ankle of mine is messing things up (instead, we've made a few local plans). He's even gotten me a sexy VS outfit in purple, my favorite color!
So,I won't stretch to say he's sexy, but the thing is, I am feeling true desire for him! And what a gift that is....
