Yes, I want a friendship first as well. The other night at dinner, he asked with whom I had the affair with. I just didn't want to go there...I've put it behind me...but I also know he'll ask again. However, I agree that for now I have to prove that I can be the great person he fell in love with...
Run...buy his latest cd...out of bedlam...there's a song at the end called No Bravery...gut wretching... You and I sound alike...for my XH's b-day, I sent him a cd with a song by Big Head Todd & The Monsters...where he admits she had done him wrong, but now she's long gone... the cd was in his car when we went out to eat...words will sometimes fail - but I have music for everthing I need to say...
