Well 1210.. I would guess you will learn quite a bit by observing his actions to you... and interactions with others . I understand your apprehension and ambivalence also.
Okay.. so you dont believe in the MLC..Is it also boredom in life in general even if there is no M ? That is an awfully strong way to reenter the life of your xw btw ! Superbowl tickets in hand... and the rest? To me it just sort screams out.. Hey !... Look at me ! An overwhelming thing... Obviously I dont know the XH.. but I do know men. I would not send over "our friend" to check out you sitch.. I would not just show up and do that.. but that is me... I just want you to be ok.. and not get into another mess. Geez, I sound like a dad here.. anyway..
