dear friend, i really apprecicate what you write to me each time.

i think you already had formed a fixed impression of me, is ok, afterall we don't know each other.

i don't need to be in love 24/7. rem, i am not a teenager, i have been in a marriage for 8 years. i know everything about giving and taking, i know about how to make a marriage work even without the feelling of love. i have been doing this for all these years.

i can continue to do this for the rest of my life. just that i have a choice now to continue or not, i want to review at this point what is happening.

i know most people here are not in the same boat as me. is ok, at least the people here are not rude. i am not a stupid person, i know where everyone is coming from and i can see things from different pp point of view.