I am having a really hard time with your posts here. I don't even feel that you are real but rather someone looking for some attention. IF you were at all interested in your Husbands feelings you would work with him. You would go to therapy, read books, whatever it took. You have rationalized everything in your head already to be with another man, a married man. This is lust, not love. I am so sad for you if your story is even true. By your own hand you will be destroying 2 families for the sake of your "feeling good". Great sex is so much better in a marriage and it has to be something you work on. Honestly, your selfishness and your attitude just make me sick. Please seek some professional help.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
