180+180 = 360

[lisakate32]

hi andy, just looking for a cyber smile out there. had a really rough night with h and a rough phone call from him. i am feeling very trapped. i am thinking of going back and completeing my masters so i can teach in the public system and take care of myself financially. thanks for being here,lisa

[RMC]

Just wated to say Hi Andy, and hope things are going well for you. I miss being on the BB during the day, but its back to work for me which is probably good in the long run although it certainly does not feel that way right now. I'm sure you've been reading my thread and know what's going on. This rejection I am recieving is very hurtful. I am doing better about gibvin ghim space though. I have not siad anything about the OW to him in almost 2 weeks. I agreed in C last session. I kept up my end of the bargain even though he did not keep his. Take care and post when you can. Rachael

[hoping]

Andy, just a quick hi, thanks for the word of wisdom.
Hope your day went ok.
Sue

[Phoenix]

Hiya Andy - nothing much to say. Been away and loving it. Just stopped in to update and thought I'd say hi to a couple-a old friends.

Noted a PhoenixInTraining . She seems to be ok but it's funny to see someone else refered to as Phoenix. Oh well, I can share . Besides, you guys call me other things anyway...

[hoping]

Just stopping by, have not had much time for this place, been to busy thinking and digesting the great advice this week, stop over to my thread when you have time, things have gone pretty good these past few days, but i know not to get too excited, as I don't like the let downs.
Have a great night
Sue

[hoping]

Just checking in to say hi. "hi"!
Sue

[ANS]

Just checking in to say hi. Nothing to report really. Things are OK.

I'm kinda settled, but at the same time, unsettled. Getting back to the feeling that this is as good as it'll ever get.

I still have hopes, but I really can't say whether or not they'll ever be fulfilled or how long it will take for them to be fulfilled.

I know it's possible for things to get better. Just don't know if it's probable.

Glad to see ya again, Fille. It's funny. I was thinking about you just last week. Wondering how you and IGgy were doing.

I see from your post on "Going Dark" - 101 that you're sorta coasting, too.

Wish I could say I'm enjoying the coast like you are, but I'm tolerating it, rather than accepting and embracing it.

But, I'm tolerating it pretty well most of the time.

[hoping]

Andy, I know your feeling of unsettled, would it be easy if it was just smooth?? Who knows.
Hope everything is ok
Sue

[lily]

Hi, friend.

[lily]

Sorry. Not buying into the "all tests were negative".


With regard to tyroid, the TSH is either within limits or -voila!-your hypo.

If her TSH dipped below 0 then you look for hyper thyroid.
The "normal" range is 0-3. If the TSH goes over 3 then you are hypo.

What was her TSH?

Although mine is holding at 1.3 another blood test shows me to be borderline anemic. . .the balancing never ends.

It could be her Adrenals. Mine were probably burning the after jets toward the end of my illness. My hair was golden and super thick and wavey plus my eyebrows were very thick. Now its thinner, straight and kinda auburn. Everybody wants to know what I've done w my hair. LOL.

I miss the golden hair but I don't miss the fatigue and pain.

There has to be something, Andy.

I look at Sage and I wonder what chemical change occurred in his brain. It's beyond me, I can't make one more comment about him going back for test reviews. He has to want to do it.

I know I wish I'd gone a lot earlier than I didn. Water under the bridge.

Meanwhile, you take care of yourself and stay healthy!