Quote: All I wanted to do was sit in front of my computer and play bingo all day and night. In front of my friends, you would not have known anything was wrong.
I considered mine an MLT - didn't matter what the game was - just anything to distract myself from life. I functioned well at work though - 2 years of this was while I was in the military and had 84 people working for me......................and nobody knew.
If you run to a person to try and convince them that you’ve changed – they wont believe you. Don’t worry about communicating any of what you have learned to your H. You don’t want him back until his MLC is finished – and that will be when it is.
GAL – and move on as if H will never be back. Someday – IF he finishes his journey and wakes up, he will see you for how you are then.
I never thought sex was a way to say “I Love You” in any R.
This has been a turning point to a better M. In 25 years will either of us will remember much about this time? Because in 50 years neither of us will remember much of anything.
