I never kick H out of the bed. Back in Spetember when H said he wanted a D cuz he could not stand to be around me anymore & he didn't love me, H decided to sleep in the other room for around a month & then slowly moved back to our room. The 1st time he spent the nite out overnite I was angry & just put my dd to bed w/ me and when I saw H did not mind, I did it again this last time he did not come home. My dd has ALWAYS never like sleeping by herself, even when she spends the nite @ grandmas' she begs to sleep w/ grandma.
What should I do about going out myself? I know I need to GAL, but this seems to get H angrier. When I do he takes the girls out w/ her to push my buttons. I RARELY do go anywhere cuz i don't know wny sitters & can't afford for all three most of the time.
I will go to the library.