My H is either uncomfortable sleeping on the futon or he is having trouble sleeping....hmmmmm I wonder y... I sure hope gos is answering one of my many prayers that H will feeel so remorsefull and that God will speak to him in his dreams. Last nite H kept on getting up ALL nite long & he again was opening and closing my door. I will not invite him to sleep w/ me though I reminded him yesturday that sleeping separately was initially his idea. I figure H can see that DD is no longer in bed w/ me so H can come back anytime. This morning I told H I was having some freinds from church over 2 nite for prayer circle and that if he wants to stay out as usual it's ok. H response- How many people, for how long and the big one oh is your church boyfreind going to come? I di not answer that on as I didn't feel like arguing and I know H is only projecting by giving me a "boyfreind". H then became frusturated and said he had something to do,but will be home and crank his music to annoy me while everyone is here.yeah sure! I did not respond whatsoever, I kept doing what I was doing. Last nite I did try my first 180 (from not doing any in a while) I texted him that there was dinner for him if he cared ( it almost eight and I knew he wouldn't be home till late anyway).
