H will not go out with me or the kids anymore. Last night I went to my company xmas party ( no SO allowed) it was just the administration employees (8) of us to dinner and drinks. Early that day I emailed H reminding to pick up the girls and @ first he said no cuz he had plans, but when i said I wasa still going out he replied that his plans were WITh the girls.Well this morning I asked the girls what they did last night & they said daddy took them out to dinner with that women!! This is the first time!this morning I emailed him and said that I was sorry to say that I fell pity towards him for his behaving like a school kid in love and that i guess he doesn't care who knows know that he takes her out in public AND is mixing our kids in his mess.I emailed his boss and coworker and told them that if they notice H behaving strange and distracted this is why. I told them how he has abondoned his girls and us as a family in general.One of them is a christian and I asked for his prayers. I told the girls that daddy does not love mommy no more and to expect him not to be around all the time anymore. last week i asked him to go out with me w/out the kids and told me to go out w/out him. It's funny the feelings inside me right now, I suppose it's the Lord giving the feeling of pity so I do not hurt as much!!!
