Thanks for that. I know now that my biggest promblem was idolizing my H before putting God first. I just fininshed reading one of Joyce Meyers? books The Praying Wife & has helped a lot. How long were you seperated. I said no to H as to seperation I said that is the easy ticket to the Enemy for temptation (as I hope EA has not gone to PA). Can a divorce really be finalized without my signature? I think the reason he came back to sleeping back in our bed the first time was the futon was too uncomfortable. I sked Gopd to take away my sexual desires 4 him (at lest until this blows over) cuz H doesn't want to betouched in any way shape or for and I can't stand the rejections anymore.The last time I felt like I was raping him! I was always the one w/ the higher sex drive. Mother tells me not to speak unless he spseaks first, i will have to go back to that.
