OK, last one, I swear! I decided to call W back. I felt badly about my passive aggressive tactic. Again, it was an emotional response and I don't trust those. I called and it rang three times and then I hung up. I felt a little anxious. She called back immediately and I answered. I told her that I just wanted to say goodnight and I was glad she arrived safely. She sounded happy to hear from me. It just didn't feel right to do what I did, I was lashing out in front of my D9, it felt wrong. I feel better now, whatever she does now will not be done out of anger, that's important to me. I know sometimes 1210 you feel I'm too PC but some of those values are what keeps me strong and still fighting. Sometimes when I'm real down about this, I remember my days as a young soldier. Sounds strange I know. We were taught that the Unit was your family and you DID NOT run out on family, no matter what! As a 17 year old boy I chose to do what was right, I did not let that family down. Today I continue to stand with my Unit, my real family...to continue to do what is right keeps me going, sometimes it's all I feel I can cling to that makes any sense. Thanks for reading guys.
