I guess in one way it would be so much easier to deal with if she would just shut me out completely so I can adjust. It's like walking on eggshells, never knowing what the next hour will bring. But, the grass always looks greener elsewhwere, doesn't it. If she shut me out, I'm sure there would be just as many difficulties with that. So, again, what is is and I (like everyone else here) must carry on. I'm still a bit under the weather, this friggin thing just has a life all its own. My balance is fine again but I'm just worn out. Makes it doubly hard to get the old PMA going. I will overcome!!!! Oh, forgot to mention, tonight is oldest daughters dance performance, she takes hip hop. It will be nice to give her some hugs and congrats tonight. The whole family is going, youngest insists on missing her training to see big sis perform, that's great. W is coming too, hopefully it will be a wonderful family evening.
