I think the biggest thing for me about last night is that I actually feel violated in some way! I gave of myself to her for 1.5 hours and believe she felt listened to (at one point she said "Yes, THAT is exactly what I mean") and then she turns around and verbally slaps me in the face, and then walks off in a huff! I can't even take a piss without being considered disinterested. What kind of person is offended because someone goes for a pee!!!!I feel like I really did more than most guys in my position would have done (friends say I shouldn't listen to her at all until she dumps OP) and I don't even get the basic human courtesy of a "thanks for listening", for Gods sake! Next time I should just say "go bitch to OP, leave me the Hell out of it, the fringe benefits in this job suck!" I should just save myself the grief. I think I have a little more work to do in this letting go stuff OK, I've vented, now off to the bathroom, don't take it personally folks


Divorced February 27, 2012.

"Only by love is love awakened".~ Ellen G White