HELP!!! H now wants to try

[inpain_dup1]

OK I have another positive to add to my list that happened today!!

9. H held my waist as he squeezed past me in the house today!!

I'm thinking surely that is another step towards some kind of intimacy? My H is turning back into the lovely sweet thoughtful man he always used to be and it is absolute torture to not be able to show him how I feel be even kissing him. I feel like I'll explode soon!