Yes, I can relate, but it seems like a life-time ago. I need to remember -- not only to try and give you some insight, but also so that I don't slip back into the "old" patterns. Each time I hear you relate the pain you're feeling I feel a stab in my heart. I caused those same feelings in my H. I didn't know it at the time; and, quite honestly, I'm not sure I would have cared at that point. Pretty awful, huh?
I want to take a little time to try and remember what was going through my head during those years so that I can give you a clear picture. Right now I've got some business to take care of. I just wanted you to know that I've read you're posts and that I will be back later.
