At last, I've finally managed to get on the computer. Baby son has just started to be a bit unsettled in the evenings. Both sons asleep now - peace at last!!
Tomorrow night H and I are having our first night out without the kids! it's a friends 40th birthday and he's having a bit of a get together and buffet in his local pub. I am really looking forward to it. It's probably not a big deal for H as he is used to going out quite alot, but i haven't been out for about a year so it means alot to me. Especially as we will be together. I hope it doesn't turn out to be a big let down - I mustn't expect too much from H.
Are you able to have a laugh and joke about with your H? I'm finding it a bit awkward at times. I think i may be trying too hard to please and i'm just being far too polite all the time. I want to let my hair down and feel more relaxed but i do worry that he may feel it is too soon. I seem to have forgotten how to have fun and how to have a really good laugh - do you ever feel like that?
I can't wait to have H to cuddle up to every night but at the same time the anticipation of it is quite nice. I am sure it will happen one day and in a way it is quite exciting wondering when it will be.
Valentines Day soon - What do we do? Should we buy pressies, should we go out somewhere, should we cook a lovely meal for our H or do we do nothing and hope that our H will do something lovely for us????????????
I think that is enough questions for one day, i am soooo tired, gonna get some sleep now.
Hope you are OK
Not sure when i'll next be looking in, but hopefully it wont be too long.
