HELP!!! H now wants to try

[inpain_dup1]

I know what you mean about H just jumping in but I do feel that we have resolved all the issues that led up to him leaving. Maybe he hasn't I don't know because he can't even say himself what is stopping him from saying he's back for good. He just says "I just need time" I just want to scream at him and say but time for what? It must be for something!

I'm so sorry about your sitch - sounds really rough. What do you mean you are frightened of brainwashing? Does H have some friends or family "guiding" him??