But, you must be strong. I have some good days especially when I am busy with work and family. But, on days when I don't work and just stay home it is hard. I used to crave my home.Then I was able to let go. My children are grown but, I left pets behind and since I work from home it is hard. I now only have a one bedroom apartment my bedroom is office also. But, I know that God will provide.
I have put my situation in his hands. I make my mistakes but, I take it to him.
It is hard to understand some things sometimes. Like your husband just easy slowly into things. You are ready on your end to go right for it. But, if he just jumped into it how would that make you feel? I mean what would happen after that jumping in? What if you had not dealt with the problems yet?
I am glad my husband didn't say yes to me. It was just a moment for me. I asked him what am I supposed to do now? He said what I am doing nothing.And I know that he is doing nothing. My greatest fear is not another woman but, brainwashing.
