I noticed that the more my H gave, the more i wanted and the more I looked at what I didn't have. It's just ol' human nature. It is a bad habit, of wanting more and faster, so keep that in mind and pace yourself.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.