I feel like I'm messing up all the time. Its like the longer H is back without saying he's staying or something the more anxious I'm feeling. I have felt very insecure today. H let me cuddle up behind him last night when we went to sleep. It was really nice. We had a bit of verbal teasing to do with ML and I think that is why I feel insecure today. H initiated it and he says what I said was fine and didn't bother him but I'm worried in case it has made him feel pressured. I can't seem to stop worrying that I've upset him or freaked him out and that he is going to leave. We had a lot of laughs today and he kissed me on the lips again before he left for work. Looks like all my goodnight kisses will be on the lips now I don't get it why I feel so insecure.
Me 34
H 33
S2
Together 10yrs
Married 6yrs
Bomb 12th Aug 06
I feel like I'm messing up all the time. Its like the longer H is back without saying he's staying or something the more anxious I'm feeling. I have felt very insecure today. H let me cuddle up behind him last night when we went to sleep. It was really nice. We had a bit of verbal teasing to do with ML and I think that is why I feel insecure today. H initiated it and he says what I said was fine and didn't bother him but I'm worried in case it has made him feel pressured. I can't seem to stop worrying that I've upset him or freaked him out and that he is going to leave. We had a lot of laughs today and he kissed me on the lips again before he left for work. Looks like all my goodnight kisses will be on the lips now I don't get it why I feel so insecure. 
