HELP!!! H now wants to try

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Thanks Cat. I know I know I'm trying to rush it all and just get to the happy ending part. I'm frustrated with myself because I know I shouldn't be doing it.

I've decided tomorrow is a new start for me DBg. I'm going to be happy and chilled and have a great time at his sisters. Her H is really funny and always used to have us in fits of laughter so it should be a good night. We are also going out for Sunday lunch with his sister and her children and MIL and FIL so actually have a good weekend in store. I have arranged for S to stay over at my parents Saturday night so I can drink and not worry about getting up to him in the night or getting up too early. I have started reading your thread cat from when you first started piecing and it is helping. Thanks!