Well, I guess I'm a lot more patient than I used to be.
I don't sweat the small stuff as much anymore.

I do think it's awfully difficult to deal with a lack of attention when your spouse is right there in front of you.
I dealt with that for a lot of years. I know it's really rough.

Yeah, H will be gone four years in early Dec. I am feeling good about the decision to move on. I just couldn't handle dealing with it anymore. I don't even know what H is doing these days. He lives about ten minutes away and I don't even know if he is still in town.

I'm pretty happy these days. Haven't filed, so aren't dating or anything, but I am getting noticed a bit. It feels pretty good.

I still say you have a ton of patience!

rayanne