girl, you better get a handle on your emotions or you will be in my place (piecing failed, potential separation after the holidays).
Do NOT burden him with your emotions now. lots of TIME must pass, and yes, you have to shoulder a lot of the burden and you must stuff a lot of how you feel and hide it away.
It sucks, no kidding, but if you don't reign this in, it is pressure pressure pressure on your H, he will feel your dissapointment and he will run back into his turtle shell b/c he doens't feel safe with you. TRUST ME.
GAL and Act As If. Suck it up and be brave - cry here, NOT there. Let me be your horrible warning.
Have a merry Christmas and count your BLESSINGS, not what you DON'T have (yet).
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3
