HELP!!! H now wants to try

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I'm dying to kiss me H. Since Monday he has been more affectionate towards me. He has hugged me a few times and the last two days has kissed me on the forehead before leaving for work. He also gave me a really big hug and kissed me on the forehead after opening his birthday presents. Last night I sat on his bed after he got in it and he squeezed my hand and I rubbed his arm and gave it a quick kiss and today he has stroked my cheek and looked really lovingly at me. Anyway all this has made me want to kiss him even more than I already did. Is it a really big no no to just simply say "could I kiss you?" I remember this is what H said to me when we were first dating before our first kiss and it just melted me to pieces that he asked.

Am I trying to push things to quickly?? S gave him a kiss on the lips tonight when he said goodbye and H must have caught my momentary "pang of regret" face that I couldn't do that too as he texted me asking why I looked a little sad when he left. I replied that just wished I could kiss him like S does. Then I regretted it and when he called later I asked if I had stressed him out telling him that and he said I hadn't. Everything seems to be going fantastically and H is definitely thinking of my feelings more and he sneaked out this morning and got things to make me breakfast. I can't seem to relax about it all because the intimacy is missing. I feel like this would be the final thing to bond us back together for good. I now I should be being patient but my heart is beating rapidly all the time I'm near him and I don't know how much longer I can hold out.