HELP!!! H now wants to try

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Thanks again Julie

I have now started writing down any baby steps before I go to bed to help me stop focusing on any negatives.

H hugged me goodbye this afternoon!!!!!! It was soooo lovely. I looked up at him and thought how much I wanted to kiss him which he must have noticed because he looked a little awkward. I just said "do you feel a bit awkward" and he said "a little bit - it's just going to take a bit of time" I asked if he felt any better and he said "yes I feel a bit less awkward" then said "I feel quite happy"!!!!! I think this is major that he has said he feels quite happy. I feel a bit more relaxed after that as it has made me feel that H wants to get to where I am too and eventually be how we should be.