see that's what I don't get. I have cut off all ties with OM, it happened one time, it is not a continuing "thing" and I do want to make it work - and for some folks here, they'd be ecstatic, but it's not enough for H. I know not to expect too much too soon - or to really expect much of anything - it just sucks.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...