Well, I survived the holidays for the most part. It got ugly for a bit there, but we both agreed for New Years to be civil towards each other.
With that said, I am still battling every day his fears - that I'm untrustworthy and lying. I have told him all of the information he's asked for (and then some) about the A. But I changed my story a few times, and now he's at a point that he doesn't believe ANYTHING I say.
This is hard. I want him to know that I love him and I never meant to hurt him the way that I did and I don't know how to answer his..."then why did you do it for so long?"
He is stuck with the "you did this" and I want to get to the "let's work together to move forward".
I know everyone says it takes time, but maybe I could get some advice on how to SHOW him that I mean these things.
