Osu: Wow - I just realized I've been validating in the wrong way. Because of my guilt and shame I've been letting him calling me those things (wayyy worse than Slut). By letting it get to me and not saying I'm sorry you feel that way, it's like I'm saying "OK I deserve it". No wonder he keeps doing it.
I do want to save our M. I know he doesn't want to lose me. He said that he already has lost me and that there is nothing worse I could do to him (even leaving him at this point isn't worse than what I did.)
