Any advice on the subject of building him up? He mentioned that any compliments sound ridiculous coming out of my mouth. He's not used to hearing them. I basically treated him like S$!@ for quite some time, mainly to ease my mind about what I was doing. Now, he says he feels "small and insignificant".
But on the other hand, he's bought me some cute clothes to wear for my new body (doesn't the stress of all of this just melt off the pounds?) I wear them for him and he seems to appreciate both me and the clothes!
Just got off the phone - he's waiting for the other shoe to drop. That there's something I'm not telling him, that my attempts at reconciliation are untrue. I tell him every day that I am loving him and keeping him safe from any hurt.
It's very Angel/Devil on the shoulders. I am keeping a PMA....since I've only been at this since September and I see that folks here have been working on things for a heck of a lot longer.
