Amen about not wanting the same M back. We once had a very good thing going I think. But since his last assignment in Alaska he has been, off and on a jerk. Who needs that? Sometimes H only thinks Alaska was the issue but stuff led up to it AND there were things that irritated me a lot. I used to wonder how freeing it'd be to have him gone so when he left, I wasn't permanently crippled. I forced myself to GAL and focus on what I didn't like about the M or him. It helped. Probably not so great to focus now on that. But if we could regain what we had when we started out. Our first child's summer, wow, if only. J-
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
