WOOHOO!!!
Hawaii!!!
Don't forget to get your Brazillian done before you leave

Seriously...Enjoy your time with your Husband.
It has been a long time coming and you will finally have a chance to see how things are between the two of you.
Relax, let him spoil you and pamper you.
I know too well about those little triggers and they are like little landmines.
There are certain words in my vocabulary that trigger them also, certain places, certain names.
I am trying hard to brainwash myself and I guess in time these things will diminish some.
Hang in there, don't think so much!!!

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.