Well I hope the intimacy dosen't break further...there's no where to go! Just got in from C. H and I went. Long short, I'm to notice when I feel low man on the totem pole, dismissed etc. Bring thoses feelings to a conscious level. so that I'm not acting as a marter. Hmmm....well, maybe I should start with the wood spliter in the basement!
I had been trying to find a gift for him for Christmas, guess I'm not going to look too far. I have been trying so much. Guess I'm not appreciated and for me to ask for acknowledgement and appreciation and valadation is too much. So sheetz, here's to stopping trying!
Pity me that the heart is slow to learn
What the swift mind beholds at every turn.
Edna St. Vincent Millay
