Hopefulness I miss knowing how you are, so wherever you land, I'll be visiting. I understand you taking a break for awhile. Like I posted before, I sometimes feel like being on the BB feeds me focusing on our problems. But then when I'm away, I find I'm holding myself less accountable and not following through on doing what works. Spend awhile going down cheeseless tunnels and come right back!
How is your Mamma WCW? I hope the surgery went well. I've been sending up prayers for both of you. I'm also wondering about your treatment. I'm taking celexa and it's helped bunches but my hormones are still getting the best of me for about a week a month. During that week I wonder if I"m bipolar because nothing seems right.. then the world is full of sunshine again when in reality, nothing has changed but my frame of mind (hormones). I guess I've been this way a long time, but now that I actually admit I have moods (ahem!) and notice them, it's frustrating to be battling them. How I can go from being positive and energetic to a negative, whiny, b*tch overnight dumbfounds me. I'm going to have to ask the Dr when I go back in Feb if there is anything that I can do differently during that week. I've heard a lot of suggestions.. omega 3s, Vitamin B, etc, but I have no idea where to start. It also happens to be the week that I crave physical touch from J, but then I get down and do everything I can to push him away. Poor man.. he really deserves a gold star for putting up with me sometimes. I don't rant and rave, but I'm sure the change in my mood is hard to deal with.
Thanks for that. 
