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I'll never be perfect or have an H that loves me perfectly, but he loves me with all his heart. Of that, I'm certain.



Thanks Piglet for that little snipet - I think that has been my problem all along. I am trying to make him love me the way I love him and that's not going to happen - period! I have to be grateful that he hasn't left, he hasn't stopped trying, etc. etc.

I too am looking forward to the intimacy to begin again and when it does, I am sure my confidence in the R will skyrocket. However, I am not so naive to think it will not have its ups and downs (many many times) but at least I will know we are well on our way to repair (scars included but no necessarily a hinderance)

Best of luck to you in your R

Heywyre

M - 57
H - 65
1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02
2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06
together 21 years
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Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)