wow! Can't believe how crazy that was! But look, your H didn't skip out on you or anything, he was still there for you, so that is awesome!
You just show him by your actions that you can still have fun. When you show him the gifts you picked out for him act really enthusiastic and excited. Act enthusiastic about the party.
And your old you, is probably similar to the old me! I really think that now you have the knowledge to take control of this hyperventilation, you can handle it and you won't need to rely on any yucky drugs. That is sooooo messed up that you don't remember any of that. Just totally forget that day ever happened! no pun intended.
Keep the PMA up! and have a great week.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
I really think that now you have the knowledge to take control of this hyperventilation, you can handle it and you won't need to rely on any yucky drugs. That is sooooo messed up that you don't remember any of that. Just totally forget that day ever happened! no pun intended. 