Great to hear your taking a day to take care of yourself. Not saying your lucky that you don't have children, but it is very hard for me to really take care of myself. I only have two, but it seems like that's all I do, and I have to remind myself that I can't be mom 24/7, I gotta take care of me too.
I really really believe you will have thousands of nights to sleep with your H. If I'm wrong, well, you have my permission to come kick me in the rear end or something! But seriously, there are a lot of things about your R that I am jealous of.
But even so, I know how hard things can be. I knew that in my sitch there were things that I was lucky about, but it didn't make the hurt any less.
You just focus on your own hapiness and what God wants for you.
I almost feel more sad for those that don't have a relationship with the Lord because when you truely believe that our creator knows what is best for us, and if we love him, that he will ultimately turn it all for the good so we do not need to worry, then you are free. Free to let the pain go because we know that He has a plan. Just as we take care of our children, we sometimes allow them to go thru trials in order for them to grow and learn from their mistakes, but in the end we know what is best for them, even if they cannot see it at the time. That is why I praise God for what he allowed me to go thru. A Wake-Up call INDEED!
goodnight!
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
