Quote: The “glass half full” side of me thinks he’s wrestling with whether he really wants to move out or not. The “glass half empty” side thinks he’s struggling just to hang on through the holidays. I don’t ask and try not to focus on it, but I do wish I knew what’s really going on.
I still have hope for us too… just tryin’ not to get too emotionally messed up in the process.
Nikki- I think the big thing here is to detach enough to know that whatever happens, you will be ok. There is a master plan at work here. Maybe this has been a wake-up call. But don't stress out worrying about H's plan- it probably changes daily. And you can't control it anyway so you'll just make yourself stressed. Focus on you or the others around you. Live each day. Life is short, I realize now. I'm not going to take another day for granted. You are going thru this journey for a reason. And some day you will say you wouldn't change it for the world. I feel more alive now than I have in a long time. This sitch has nothing to do w/ your worth, it has to do w/ your growth. You're strong and going to be fine. So take a breath and embrace your life. You are going to be so fantastic- so keep working on you. You'll be untouchable, too.
