This is a litle something I wanted to post. It is written by a man who was in MLC, divorced his wife and then remarried her.
I am alive today because my wife learned to pray while she was standing 20 years ago. If she had not become a prayer warrior back then, she would not have known how to pray for the crises our family has faced in the past 20 years. Please respond to what God tells you, and not what you are seeing in your prodigal’s life.
A few minutes ago, I located my old day planner from Christmas week 1986, twenty years ago. If you were to see it, it would spell success. I had a new promising job, with an expense account and bonuses. On this very day, Monday December 22, I leased a new apartment. There are cryptic notes about a string of girlfriends. That entire week, I saw our kids for a few minutes on Christmas afternoon.
What is not recorded there is the heartache of waking up on Christmas morning and not hearing, "Daddy, come and look at what Santa brought." There is no record of a good-night kiss from my wife, with her, "Do you know how much I really love you?" My planner has a ton of plans recorded, but no happiness is ever mentioned. Even worse is the absence of notes on a spirtual goal of my holiness. I made notes on fun, not family. My goal was personal gain, not godliness. In short, the book is a mess.
Do you know what else is not recorded in my book? The hurts of my standing wife, enduring a scaled down Christmas, without her husband, all because I put my needs and wants first.
Your stand is about far more than your marriage. The total restoration of your family will be secondary to your spouse coming into a personal relationship with Jesus.
I pray that you will have a blessed Christmas, as our family will. It may not be perfect, but may you start today to acknowledge the hand of God moving in your circumstances. He is there, and He is moving, this week and every week.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.